new life, here i come.

nothing. juz feel like posting an entry here. diz morning some of my friends were scarily harassed by some naughty english boys. never mind. at least we know how they perceive us. ladies with that thing over our head. of course we are scared. living in a society where muslims are frowned at n wondering whether we are terrorist or not. given the fact that we are not even close to minority here, yes, this tends to worry me. but then i talked to my aunt bout this n i come to realize soon enough that we shouldn be afraid at anything but Allah, our creator. nothing will happen if not in his will. so, i prefer to be frowned at.

i'm afraid that autumn means the start of the university year. which reminds me of the classes we have to attend for the rest of the term. enough wif all the settling down. i've had enough of pound sterling spent on clothing. it's surprising i still have got a list of stuff to buy. despite the fact i've bought a month stock for food, something still went missing. deciding to convert every single penny i have into ringgit malaysia doesnt make me feel better at all. i feel exceedingly guilty everytime i look at the price. picturing how hard my parents earn the money, i always end up buying nearly nothing at all. if only i can juz ignore that feeling, life will be easier for me.

while money is forever a delicious topic, i'm here to pursue my degree. so here we go, classes. anxious about the beginning of the term, adjusting with a totally different weather from our homeland makes me too occupied to be homesick. not juz yet i guess. but sooner or later, i will be. nothing has really started yet for the class. only some introduction by the tutors on blablabla. u know, same old, same old. academic is as usual, boring. there's a lot of need-to-know theory yet to be discovered. hate the sound of it.

n yeah, i've juz signed up for fencing n drama club. n only God knows how excited i was this morning when i met that gorgeous guy at the fencing booth. unfortunately, things happen. i only made a fool of myself when i fell down like a nangka busuk in front of him. i was sooooo embarassed when he pulled me up onto my feet, seriously,i felt like a moron at that time. aaaargh....malunye. i wish i've seen that one coming. dhla extremely cute, pkai pulak bju fencing. he really suits my definition of 'hensemnyeee!!!!". why cant he be my boyfriend?

things are not really started yet but here i am, thinking of going to scotland for this winter. i am so keen of travelling i cant help daydreaming about edinburgh. now, it's the end of summer n it's quite chilly out there. my house is always warmer at night. by the way, i love it when the cold breeze blowing at my face. it makes me feel fine. perhaps because we dont experience such weather back in malaysia. though we do experience the rainy one. they keep saying that we brought the rain along when we first arrived in the uk. so wat? serve them right.

over here, everynight is a party night. forever party. so we've decided to throw our own party. be it wild party or bachelor party or foam party, we are having it in a very islamic way. hehe. watever it is, we still can have fun. visiting each other's house while comparing theirs to ours. n obviously my room is still the smallest so far. i smell unfairness here.unlucky me.

hit u back asap. gotta go. cheers.