my lovely lil brother

wonder where did he get that cowboy hat?

in my busy life, though i know it, i don't find time to realize how much i love the ones closest to me: my parents and siblings. but now, away from family for quite sometimes, I realized it pretty strongly!, this is my younger brother mohd zulfadhli. the spoiled one in the family and he has got the attention of evrybody! including me. given the fact that he is the only boy we have and the youngest one, he is the central love of evryone in the family. the fact that he has been through so much at such an early age always hurts me. sis told me that mum is gonna be transferred quite far from home this time(selangor if i am not mistaken) and that leaves him with no one but my aunt to look after him. i cannot imagine how lonely he must be. i know he can cope well wif evrything, he always does. but he's only a nine year old boy after all. (although he doesnt look like one). i feel so hopeless right now for not being able to call him and hear his naughty little voice which always insists me on buying some cool stuff for him so that he can show them off to his friends. as far as i could remember, he is such a sweet lil boy no one can resist to love. he rarely gets on my nerves like my other sisters always do and he'll do obediently watever i told him too. was it love or fear? i dunno either. but i'm pretty much sure how nice he can be to us. i still remember the day he offered to buy me a nice ice cream when he has got some little money with him and i could choose the best one in the store. how funny he is, i should say. the way he asked me some silly questions, too silly i couldnt help myself laughing. looking back, i'would give anything for that moment now. i dunno why but such thoughts always make me miss home more than ever. as i write this down, i can feel the tears pooling in my eyes.more than ever, i'm very proud of this little person in my life!